By Jack Kornfield
Meditation teacher Jack Kornfield explains the why and how of developing wise attention, or open awareness.
Meditation comes alive through a growing capacity to release our
habitual entanglement in the stories and plans, conflicts and worries
that make up the small sense of self, and to rest in awareness. In
meditation we do this simply by acknowledging the moment-to-moment
changing conditions—the pleasure and pain, the praise and blame, the
litany of ideas and expectations that arise. Without identifying with
them, we can rest in the awareness itself, beyond conditions, and
experience what my teacher Ajahn Chah called jai pongsai, our natural lightness of heart.
Developing this capacity to rest in awareness nourishes samadhi (concentration), which stabilizes and clarifies the mind, and prajna (wisdom), that sees things as they are.
We can employ this awareness or wise attention from the very start.
When we first sit down to meditate, the best strategy is to simply
notice whatever state of our body and mind is present. To establish the
foundation of mindfulness, the Buddha instructs his followers “to
observe whether the body and mind are distracted or steady, angry or
peaceful, excited or worried, contracted or released, bound or free.”
Observing what is so, we can take a few deep breaths and relax, making
space for whatever situation we find.
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From this ground of acceptance we can learn to use the transformative
power of attention in a flexible and malleable way. Wise
attention—mindfulness—can function like a zoom lens. Often it is most
helpful to steady our practice with close-up attention. In this, we
bring a careful attention and a very close focus to our breath or a
sensation, or to the precise movement of feeling or thought. Over time
we can eventually become so absorbed that subject and object disappear.
We become the breath, we become the tingling in our foot, we become the
sadness or joy. In this we sense ourself being born and dying with each
breath, each experience. Entanglement in our ordinary sense of self
dissolves; our troubles and fears drop away. Our entire experience of
the world shows itself to be impermanent, ungraspable and selfless.
Wisdom is born.
But sometimes in meditation such close focus of attention can create
an unnecessary sense of tightness and struggle. So we must find a more
open way to pay attention. Or perhaps when we are mindfully walking down
the street we realize it is not helpful to focus only on our breath or
our feet. We will miss the traffic signals, the morning light and the
faces of the passersby. So we open the lens of awareness to a middle
range. When we do this as we sit, instead of focusing on the breath
alone, we can feel the energy of our whole body. As we walk we can feel
the rhythm of our whole movement and the circumstances through which we
move. From this perspective it is almost as if awareness “sits on our
shoulder” and respectfully acknowledges a breath, a pain in our legs, a
thought about dinner, a feeling of sadness, a shop window we pass. Here
wise attention has a gracious witnessing quality, acknowledging each
event—whether boredom or jealousy, plans or excitement, gain or loss,
pleasure or pain—with a slight bow. Moment by moment we release the
illusion of getting “somewhere” and rest in the timeless present,
witnessing with easy awareness all that passes by. As we let go, our
innate freedom and wisdom manifest. Nothing to have, nothing to be.
Ajahn Chah called this “resting in the One Who Knows.”
Yet at times this middle level of attention does not serve our
practice best. We may find ourself caught in the grip of some repetitive
thought pattern or painful situation, or lost in great physical or
emotional suffering. Perhaps there is chaos and noise around us. We sit
and our heart is tight, our body and mind are neither relaxed nor
gracious, and even the witnessing can seem tedious, forced, effortful.
In this circumstance we can open the lens of attention to its widest
angle and let our awareness become like space or the sky. As the Buddha
instructs in the Majjhima Nikaya, “Develop a mind that is vast like
space, where experiences both pleasant and unpleasant can appear and
disappear without conflict, struggle or harm. Rest in a mind like vast
sky.”
From this broad perspective, when we sit or walk in meditation, we
open our attention like space, letting experiences arise without any
boundaries, without inside or outside. Instead of the ordinary
orientation where our mind is felt to be inside our head, we can let go
and experience the mind’s awareness as open, boundless and vast. We
allow awareness to experience consciousness that is not entangled in the
particular conditions of sight, sound and feelings, but consciousness
that is independent of changing conditions—the unconditioned. Ajahn
Jumnien, a Thai forest elder, speaks of this form of practice as Maha
Vipassana, resting in pure awareness itself, timeless and unborn. For
the meditator, this is not an ideal or a distant experience. It is
always immediate, ever present, liberating; it becomes the resting place
of the wise heart.
Fully absorbed, graciously witnessing, or open and spacious—which of
these lenses is the best way to practice awareness? Is there an optimal
way to pay attention? The answer is “all of the above.” Awareness is
infinitely malleable, and it is important not to fixate on any one form
as best. Mistakenly, some traditions teach that losing the self and
dissolving into a breath or absorbing into an experience is the optimal
form of attention. Other traditions erroneously believe that resting in
the widest angle, the open consciousness of space, is the highest
teaching. Still others say that the middle ground—an ordinary, free and
relaxed awareness of whatever arises here and now, “nothing special”—is
the highest attainment. Yet in its true nature awareness cannot be
limited. Consciousness itself is both large and small, particular and
universal. At different times our practice will require that we embrace
all these perspectives.
Every form of genuine awareness is liberating. Each moment we release
entanglement and identification is selfless and free. But remember too
that every practice of awareness can create a shadow when we mistakenly
cling to it. A misuse of space can easily lead us to become spaced-out
and unfocused. A misuse of absorption can lead to denial, the ignoring
of other experiences, and a misuse of ordinary awareness can create a
false sense of “self” as a witness. These shadows are subtle veils of
meditative clinging. See them for what they are and let them go. And
learn to work with all the lenses of awareness to serve your wise
attention.
The more you experience the power of wise attention, the more your
trust in the ground of awareness itself will grow. You will learn to
relax and let go. In any moment of being caught, awareness will step in,
a presence without judging or resisting. Close-in or vast, near or far,
awareness illuminates the ungraspable nature of the universe. It
returns the heart and mind to its birthright, naturally luminous and
free.
To amplify and deepen an understanding of how to practice with
awareness as space, the following instructions can be helpful. One of
the most accessible ways to open to spacious awareness is through the
ear door, listening to the sounds of the universe around us. Because the
river of sound comes and goes so naturally, and is so obviously out of
our control, listening brings the mind to a naturally balanced state of
openness and attention. I learned this particular practice of sound as a
gateway to space from my colleague Joseph Goldstein more than 25 years
ago and have used it ever since. Awareness of sound in space can be an
excellent way to begin practice because it initiates the sitting period
with the flavor of wakeful ease and spacious letting go. Or it can be
used after a period of focused attention.
Whenever you begin, sit comfortably and at ease. Let your body be at
rest and your breathing be natural. Close your eyes. Take several full
breaths and let each release gently. Allow yourself to be still.
Now shift awareness away from the breath. Begin to listen to the play
of sounds around you. Notice those that are loud and soft, far and
near. Just listen. Notice how all sounds arise and vanish, leaving no
trace. Listen for a time in a relaxed, open way.
As you listen, let yourself sense or imagine that your mind is not
limited to your head. Sense that your mind is expanding to be like the
sky-open, clear, vast like space. There is no inside or outside. Let the
awareness of your mind extend in every direction like the sky.
Now the sounds you hear will arise and pass away in the open space of
your own mind. Relax in this openness and just listen. Let the sounds
that come and go, whether far or near, be like clouds in the vast sky of
your own awareness. The play of sounds moves through the sky, appearing
and disappearing without resistance.
As you rest in this open awareness, notice how thoughts and images
also arise and vanish like sounds. Let the thoughts and images come and
go without struggle or resistance. Pleasant and unpleasant thoughts,
pictures, words and feelings move unrestricted in the space of mind.
Problems, possibilities, joys and sorrows come and go like clouds in the
clear sky of mind.
After a time, let this spacious awareness notice the body. Become
aware of how the sensations of breath and body float and change in the
same open sky of awareness. The breath breathes itself, it moves like a
breeze. The body is not solid. It is felt as areas of hardness and
softness, pressure and tingling, warm and cool sensation, all floating
in the space of the mind’s awareness.
Let the breath move like a breeze. Rest in this openness. Let
sensations float and change. Allow all thoughts and images, feelings and
sounds to come and go like clouds in the clear open space of awareness.
Finally, pay attention to the awareness itself. Notice how the open
space of awareness is naturally clear, transparent, timeless and without
conflict—allowing all things, but not limited by them.
The Buddha said, “O Nobly Born, remember the pure open sky of your own true nature. Return to it. Trust it. It is home.”
May the blessings of these practices awaken your own inner wisdom and
inspire your compassion. And through the blessing of your heart may the
world find peace.
This meditation is one of a variety of practices offered in Jack
Kornfield’s “The Art of Forgiveness, Lovingkindness and Peace (Bantam
Books).”
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